Saturday, March 2, 2013

What I Don't Want To Be.....

I don't know where to start from. Every person in his/her life thinks that, what should he/she want to be in his life. I don't think nobody ever thought of  what he/she don't want to be. So, it's a kinda difficult subject to write down about What I Don't Want To Be In My Life.

First of All, i don't want to be the part of the system in which I am living, coz it sucks you, your mind and gives you back mere frustration, nothing else. I don't want to be the person who is living the same life everyday, means the bounded life which is captured into a single routine (home to office and office to home).

I don't want to be the person who has no innovation or thought of freedom in his mind, whose every task is meant to fulfill some of his basic necessities. I don't want to be that person whose basic necessities are just food, water, air and some work to fulfill the above three necessities. I don't want to be the slave of some work, Bcoz when a work starts controlling your mind, you can't innovate. I don't want to be an engineer, bcoz i know that i can't do it, i can't innovate in it. I don't want to be a doctor, bcoz i know if I would be a doctor, some people will be surely dead. I don't want to be an accoutant. There's no reason for that why i don't want to be an accountant. I think, you don't need a reason everytime you reject or neglect something. I don't want to be the reason for someone's happiness. I don't want to be the person running behind perfection, without doing anything. I don't want to be the strongest person, bcoz i don't want to be a threat for anyone. I also don't want to be the weakest person. I don't want to be the tallest person. Also, i don't want to be the shortest person. I don't want to be the richest person, Also don't wanna to be the poorest person. I don't want to work just for earning money, I want to make people feel happy on seeing my work. I don't want to be a follower. I don't want to be the presenter of this mentally captured or mentally handicapped world to our future generations. I don't want to be a pure theist or pure atheist. I don't want to run from my questions, which arise in my mind, bcoz if i wouldn't be able to help myself to solve my problems, then how could i'd be able to help others to solve their problems. Above all, I don't want to be called just a photographer, just a painter, just a graphic designer, bcoz I don't want my art to get bound behind some certain or specific words. 

At last, I just wanna say that I don't want to be M.F. Hussain, Ram Kumar, Tyeb Mehta, Raghu Rai, Prabuddha Dasgupta or any other famous person, I just want to be Shubham Aggarwal bcoz I am happy with the name my parents gave me. I don't want my identity to get lost behind such big names. Maybe, someday some other person like me must be writing my name in the above written names, I just wrote.

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  2. Hi Shubham

    This is one of the most honest and personal posts I have come across in recent times. I can imagine your state of mind while penning this post. Somebody has rightly pointed out that throughout our lives we do not come to know what we want to be but at least we can decide it for ourselves what we do not want to be. Since you have already reached a befitting conclusion to this mystery very intelligently, I believe you are very close to self-realization. I wish you all the luck for your endeavors. Keep up the good work. Bye.

    Mohit

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